Notes

When you lose your virginity when you’re seventeen because that boy who you thought you liked, who you thought you wanted to be with, at least for now, kept saying “stop being a bitch" and pushed your legs apart, remember that this is just a moment. It doesn’t define who you are. It’s a glitch in the system. A time that made you understand that people who push you into things aren’t the people that you need in your life.

Because you’ll meet other people. You’ll find someone who thinks you’re beautiful and will tell you what he thinks. He’ll want to actually hang out with you and have you meet his friends and not hide you away. He’ll want to be with you, but you won’t understand and push him away. Try not to do this. Accept his kisses. His hand. His demeanor and smile. Accept all these things with a hesitance, but remember that it’s okay to do so.